Mumbai, March 25 : On his late mother and producer Mona Shourie's 11th death anniversary, her actor-son Arjun Kapoor remembered his mother and wished she was here as he is "still this lost child". Arjun took to Instagram, where he shared a throwback picture featuring him and his late mother. Alongside the picture, he wrote an emotional note, which read: "I never cared what anyone said or felt cause I always had u in front of me to make me realise who & what I was... 11 years have passed since u become the shield that protects me from beyond but I still wish u were here because in this cruel world today I try & handle all the hate but I really miss ur love which made me deal with everything with a smile on my face & made me a better person a happier person a calmer person perhaps maybe a more alive soul..." He added: "I'm still this lost child without u Maa... I look for you everywhere cause I'm lost just like I'm this picture but I always believe ur smiling & looking after me somehow just like in this picture... We shall meet someday soon." In March 2012, Mona passed away after battling cancer. Her popular films, as a film producer, were 'Sheesha' and 'Farishtay'. /IANS